When I was in high school I never had a solid group of friends. I kind of was a nomad- traveling between different groups. Aside from Ex-Friend, whom I've never talked about (it's a long story which I'll post about a different day), every year I had different friends that I'd hang out with. Ex-Friend would come along for th trip, also changing her friends each year. I don't know why this is, if I had to guess it's because I didn't know who I was, thus I didn't quite know where I fit or what kind of friends I wanted.
It's weird looking back on that time because I'm in such a different place now; a better place. I have a real solid group of friends, in whom I love to spend time with, I've been so busy over break, which isn't normal considering breaks for me are usually pretty boring, and I had, probably, the best New Years Eve/ New Years ever.
It's nice to look back and realize, for now at least, that you've found yourself.
It's refreshing.
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I think when we're younger we often feel so desperate to fit in and have as many friends as possible, even if they are simply shallow friendships. As I've gotten older, I've come to realize that all I really need is a few really good, solid friends. Knowing I can depend on a few people is all I really need.
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